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真是凭白之冤 It began so innocently.
他说一个女人发表文章 He said it was strange that a woman...
悍卫劳伦斯是件怪事 would want to publish a defense of D.H. Lawrence...
他的作品被认为是对性的煽动 and that his words are considered an incitement to sex.
-他却说 一个以熟练手法 -描写性的人 -Then he said, "You write about sex..." -...with some authority, Miss Nin.
一定过着自由的生活 You must have led a rather free life.
-自由? -你一定有不少经验 -Free? -You must have had a lot of experience.
你知道的 我指韵事 You know, affairs.
我最有兴趣的是你何以 对色情的了解如此深入 What I'm interested in is how you came to have such insights into the erotic.
是文学呀 我喜欢普洛斯特和... Through literature. Yes, I love Proust, and...
我真正觉醒的时候是 But I suppose my real awakening came...
我和先生休果第一次去巴黎 when my husband Hugo and I first arrived in Paris...
租了间公寓的时期 and rented a bachelor apartment for the summer.
有一天我正在收拾... One day, I was tidying up...
当时正在整理衣橱 and as I was going through the closets...
衣橱里放着房主留下的私人物品 where the owner had left his personal belongings...
我发现了... I discovered...
那个衣橱 In that closet...
使我对色情的变化无端 由陌生变为熟悉 I became familiar with the endless varieties of erotic experience.
Come here.
-休果 -你大概要我送一程吧 -Hugo! -I thought you might need a lift.
你没事吧? 小甜心 Are you all right, Pussywillow?
-他亲了我 休果 -什么? -He kissed me, Hugo. -What?
天呀 Oh, my God.
只是一个吻罢了 It was just one kiss.
他先吻我 He kisses me once...
再轻抚我的身体 then he caresses all of my body.
搜寻我的双乳 He seeks my breasts...
和最敏感、神秘的地方 and my most secret, sensitive part.
双手盲目搜索 His hands are deft.
被一股无名的欲情驱使着 I'm tempted by unknown pleasures.
我发现他的情火点燃之后 When I see that I have let him be aroused...
就任他在我双胯间 尽情发泄 I let him release his desire between my legs.
这么做纯出于同情 I just let him, out of pity.
我跟休果说了一部分 I tell Hugo only part of the story.
你早 Merci, Emilia.
小甜甜 Pussywillow!
记得晚上8点会我 Remember to meet me at 8:00 tonight.
休果 我今晚不去你介意吗? Hugo, would you mind very much if I didn't go this evening?
我介意 Yes, I would mind.
对不起 可是那些人只谈 货款、基金和房地规划 I'm sorry, but all that crowd talks about is bad loans or trusts or estate planning.
房地规划是很有创意的事 Estate planning can be very creative.
听着 没银行我们来不了巴黎 Look, the bank is how we got to Paris.
我需要这份工作 I need this job.
我承认自己乐在其中 又何妨? I admit, I sometimes enjoy it. Why not?
何妨? Why not?
你简直变了个人 休果 You're changing into someone else, Hugo.
你身上都是钞票味 You're even beginning to smell like the bank.
我工作你才能安心写作 I'm working so that you can write.
我要交往一些有生命的人 休果 I need to know people who are alive, Hugo.
不对 不对 No, no, no!
你没专心 没有完全发挥 再来一次 You are not concentrating. You are holding back. Do it again.
我没法子专心了 艾奎多 I can't seem to concentrate anymore, Eduardo.
我生活中... My life...
好像还缺了些东西 Sometimes I think I need something else...
一个比我更坚强的男人 an older man, a man stronger than I am.
你喜欢折磨我 You like to make me suffer.
我从小就一直爱你 可是我一直害怕 I've loved you since we were children, Anaïs, but I've always had a fear that...
-自己不能... -别说了 -I wouldn't be able to... -No.
你看他们 艾奎多 好细腻哟 Look at them, Eduardo. They're so exquisite.
我要是男人 一定被她们迷倒 If I were a man, I'd be swept away.
她们迷不了我 你才能 They don't move me like you do.
你家真不错 休果 Hell of a place you got here, Hugo.
很安静 Peaceful.
-住很久了? -大恐慌之后的事 -Been here long? -Just since the Crash.
大恐慌之后 之前过什么生活? Since the Crash? How did you live before?
生活不错 We lived well.
这位是亨利米勒 美国名作家 欧斯邦介绍的 This is Henry Miller, the American writer Osborn is putting up.
内人安妮尼安 My wife, Anaïs Nin.
你好 安妮 How are you, Anaïs?
-艾奎多尚兹 安妮的表哥 安妮 -你该读读亨利的作品 -Eduardo Sanchez, Anaïs' cousin. -Anaïs, you should read Henry's stuff.
他的钱全拿去买劳伦斯的书了 For my money, he's got it over D.H. Lawrence.
-我很乐意看看 -亨利还没出版过呢 -I'd love to read your writing. -He hasn't been published yet.
居然把他和劳伦斯比? You're comparing him to Lawrence?
我不想跟他比 他可能讨厌我的风格 Don't compare me to Lawrence. Lawrence would've hated how I write.
-亨利写的都是平凡人物 -所以我才不喜欢他的东西 -Henry writes for the common man. -Just like I don't like his writing.
安妮刚写了一本劳伦斯的评论 Anaïs is writing a book about Lawrence.
或许你受不了他作品中 性的描写太强烈 Perhaps his sexuality is too strong for you.
太强烈? 他简直是幼稚 不成熟 Too strong? He's childish and prudish, if you ask me.
法国人一向都写这种事 拉布雷、福娄贝尔 The French have written about this stuff all along. Rabelais, Flaubert...
坦白说 现代作家 没有不吃他口水的 I can't imagine a modern writer not to owe a debt to Lawrence.
去吃东西吧 Let's eat.
他太着眼于性了 几乎捧为经典 He makes too much out of sex. Makes a damn gospel out of it.
我认为性和生、死一样 是自然现象 In my way of thinking, sex is natural, like birth or death.
再说我并不如一般人想像中 对文学和诗那么有兴趣 Besides, I'm not interested in literature or poetry as we know it.
你对什么有兴趣? What are you interested in?
-亨利写的全是做爱 -做爱? -Henry writes about fucking. -Fucking?
不对 我写自我解放的事 I'm writing about self-liberation.
自然少不了做爱了 Nope. It's definitely about fucking.
-欧斯邦呀... -快吃东西吧 -Osborn! Hold on. -We should eat something.
-艾米莉等着呢 -你在干嘛? -Emilia is waiting. -What are you doing?
我翻了几页之后才发现 I flip through a few more pages and I realize...
自己看自己的小说 this is my own novel I'm reading, with some joker's name on it...
被一个土蛋译成法文 变成巴黎第一畅销书 Written in French, being sold in the best bookstore in Paris.
-不可能 怎么可能的? -怎么可能的? -Unbelievable. How's that possible? -How's that possible?
休果 记得去年我装手稿的手提箱被偷的事吗? Remember last year when some guy stole my briefcase with my manuscript in it?
他偷了我的手稿 不过不知道我会抓到他的 This guy swiped my manuscript, but this joker doesn't realize I'll get him.
-蛋糊是我们家传的拿手菜 蛋糊呀 -原来是这个 -The soufflé is from an old family recipe. -Soufflé? So this is a soufflé.
希望有内容 I hope it's substantial enough.
他不知道我是剽窃法律师 I'll get this joker because I'm a copyright lawyer.
我会像对付上一个一样 对付他的 I'll go after him like I went after the other joker.
-偷你剧本的人? -偷我剧本那个 -The guy who stole your play. -Yes.
-在百老汇的时候 -百老汇的时候 -That's on Broadway. -That's on Broadway.
我已经说过了? I told you this already?
有关他从我手提箱里 偷走的事? About this guy who stole my play right out of my briefcase?
否则我早成名了 都是这些败类 I'd be a well-received writer if it weren't for these jokers.
我一定抓到他 我绝不冒险 这里面是我的新作品 I'll get him. I'm not taking any chances. This is my new baby in here.
你笑我? You laughing at me?
我感觉好舒服 太棒了 这儿的一切真好 I just feel so good. Wonderful. What a fine moment we have.
免费午餐 壁炉里的火 美酒 A free lunch, a fire in the fireplace, wonderful wines...
蓝色和橘红色 the colors blue and orange. It's wonderful! Wonderful!
美得无话可说了 No other word for it.
你写什么? 诗还是什么? So, what do you write? Poetry or something?
大部分作品都在日记里 Most of my writing is in these diaries.
不要 No.
我不给别人看的 No, I never let anyone read it.
也不给别人看过 I never show it to anyone...
只有休果, except Hugo...
偶尔看过 sometimes.
我一直想看普洛斯的 “囚犯” I've always wanted to read "The Captive". "La Prisonniere".
我想送给你 Please, I want you to have it.
我借了 I'll borrow it. Thanks.
小甜心 Pussywillow!
在布鲁克林常参加六天单车赛 I used to go to the six-day bike races we had in Brooklyn.
我喜欢单车 Yeah, I love bikes.
-我不能接受 -我要送你 -But I couldn't take it. -I want you to have it.
-那你用什么? -可以向你借呀 -What will you use? -I'll borrow yours, Hugo.
你不能骑男人的单车 干脆叫亨利骑我的好了 You can't ride a man's bike. In that case, Henry should take mine.
谢谢你 休果 Hey, thanks, Hugo.
你太好了 That's swell of you.
真的用得着 有空再来看你们 Yeah, I can really use this. I'll come and visit.
走吧 艾奎多 我们比赛天黑前谁先到巴黎 Come on, Eduardo. I'll race you to town before it gets dark.
准备 On your mark. Come on.
我早不比赛了 单车只是我回家的工具 I don't race anymore. For me, a bike is just a means of getting home.
预备了 Get set.
-你不是我的对手 -你好了吗? 艾奎多 -You're no match for me. -Are you set, Eduardo?
-先警告你 我常比赛的 -开始 -I must warn you that I used to race. -Go!
-我倒想看看他的作品 -可惜永远不会出书的 -I'd love to read something he's written. -Fat chance. He'll never get published.
我见过亨利米勒了 I've met Henry Miller.
他充满活力、热情洋溢 He's virile... flamboyant.
他的生活充满激情 He is a man life intoxicates.
和我一样 He is like me...
可惜他并不知道 but he doesn't know it yet.
亨利很性格 Henry's quite a character.
-晚安 小甜甜 -晚安 休果 -Good night, Pussywillow. -Good night, Hugo.
-我来帮你 -休果 我没事的 -Let me help you. -Hugo, I'll be fine.
欧斯邦在家 我想给亨利个惊喜 Osborn is home, and I want to surprise Henry.
我只是想你需要人帮忙 你当真没事? Just thought you could use a hand. Sure you're all right?
是的 我没事 休果 Yes, I'm fine.
我会搭火车 待会回家见 I'll take the train and meet you home later.
我等一下好了 免得出事 I'll wait a minute, just in case.
我不要你等 I don't want you to wait.
今晚见了 I'll see you tonight.
今晚见 See you tonight.
亨利? Henry?
欧斯邦? Osborn?
“生命中最狂野的一刻 她跪在人行道上”
“其他一切都是谎言”
“她渴望幻觉 正如其他女人渴望钻石”
亨利 Henry?
-不好意思 -安妮 我忘了 对不起 -Excuse me. -Oh, God, Anaïs. I forgot.
-对不起 -不, 对不起 -I'm sorry. -No, I'm sorry.
-对不起 对不起 -对不起 -I'm sorry. I'm sorry. -I'm sorry.
-I'm sorry. -I'm sorry. Wait!
亨利 Henry!
小鬼呀 来贫民窟呀 Hiya, kid. Slumming?
我去欧斯邦那 他告诉我去戏院找你的 I went to Osborn's place. He told me where to find you.
我带来打字机 你可以用的 I brought my typewriter. I thought you should have it.
可以... 找个地方坐吗? Can we go and sit down somewhere?
好呀 Why not?
后面有间小咖啡厅 There's a little café back here.
来呀 Come on.
电影中的女主角 使你想起什么人吗? That actress in the film... she reminds you of someone?
一个使你心牵神系的女人 A woman who obsesses you?
我了解那种感受 I know that feeling.
我也... 常着情 I'm often obsessed.
你多吃点吧 像个鸟胃似的 You ought to eat something, kid. You eat like a bird.
好吧 告诉你吧 All right, I'll tell you.
珍是个天使般的女孩 我却给她虚假的信心 June appeared like an angel, and I offered her a fool's faith.
她是舞女 She was a taxi dancer.
只要花钱 她就跟我跳 I paid my dime...
靠着我的肩头 she put her head on my shoulder...
一个谎言就这么开始了 but then the lies began.
她说她妈是吉普赛人 She told me her mother was a gypsy...
爸爸是个骗子 看了电影才知道 and her father was a count. Later, I saw a film and realized...
她的身世跟电影一模一样 she swiped her whole childhood right out of the film.
然后呢? And so?
我娶了她 So I married her.
她给我勇气辞了职 全天候写作 She gave me the courage to quit my job so I could write full-time.
她相信我 She believed in me.
冬天弄些钱去买草莓 Somehow she got some money to buy strawberries in the winter.
我们一文不名 住在布鲁克林 We're broke, living in a dump in Brooklyn...
但却快活得和神仙一样 but we're living like kings.
有一天她认识一个画家 还带回家一起住 Then one day she meets an artist, brings her home to live with us.
没多久我们又要多养一张口了 Pretty soon, we're supporting Jean, too.
她怎么弄钱? How is she getting the money?
-她爸爸 -爸爸? -Pop. -Pop?
全是她编的 Pop's her scam.
有一天她捧了一把钱回来 我才明白 I find out about Pop only after she comes barging in one day...
她建议我去巴黎写作 with a fistful of money and suggests I go to Paris to write...
她过几天再去找我 then she'll join me later.
我看了她虚假的眼神说 I take one look into her lying eyes and say:
全听你的 "Anything you say.
我收拾一下就去欧洲了 Pack my bag, and I'm off to Europe.
不过... But...
我不是她想像中的笨蛋 I'm not quite the sap she takes me for.
我预感要赶回去 明白吗? Something tells me to double-back, do you see?
碰面时 她倒先发我一顿脾气 But when I confront her, she gets furious with me.
还说没老爸我们早饿死了 说老爸是我的守护神 She says we would have starved without Pop. She says Pop's my patron saint.
-你的守护神? -她是这么说的 -Your patron saint? -Yeah. That's what she calls him.
不过她骗对方说她在写作 Only she's been telling Pop that it's her writing.
老爸因为她写作才给钱的 She says that's why Pop's been buying it, because of her.
你好 How you doing?
还说我该感激她这么对我 And I should be grateful. That she's done it all for me.
后来又说爱我 一切问题全不见了 Then she says, "I love you." And everything else vanishes.
那一刻 我像走入永恒 In that moment, I live eternities.
她为什么生气、伤心、吃醋又残忍? Why does she get angry, hurt, jealous, and cruel?
又为何骗我? 我一直不明白 I mean, why does she lie? That I can't understand.
或许你问错问题了 Maybe you're not asking the right questions.
是吗? 你会怎么问? Yeah? What would you ask?
我会问 她为什么要非骗人不可 I'd ask, what makes her lies necessary?
她怕些什么? 她怕什么人? What is she afraid of? Who is she afraid of?
-这是女人会问的事 -女人? -The kinds of things a woman would ask. -A woman?
对不起 借几法郎用用吧 Excuse me, pal. Could you spring for a few francs?
-我今天手头今天不方便 -滚蛋 -I'm a little short today. -Beat it.
你需要的话我这儿有 I'll give you some money if you need it.
你太好了 Thanks. That's swell of you.
小心点 Careful.
-你回家没问题吧? -当然 我没事的 -See you, kid. You'll get home okay? -Yes, of course. I'll be fine.
应该叫得到车的 Should be taxis all the time.
有钱人常来这的 再见 A lot of your swanky types come down here. See ya.
我弄出很多有趣的影像 I'm getting some interesting shadowy images here.
我喜欢 I like it.
你爱上了别人的头脑 You fall in love with people's minds.
我担心亨利会抢走你 I'm afraid I could lose you to Henry.
别胡说了 Don't be ridiculous.
他太粗俗 He's so rough.
还叫我小鬼 He calls me "kid."
我讨厌他 I think I hate him.
他是寄生虫、自大狂 He's a parasite, an egoist.
-可能是由于嫉妒 -你嫉妒什么? -Maybe it's just jealousy. -What are you jealous of?
他的生活充满痛苦和混乱 His life seems so full of pain and chaos.
是别人把他害的 He has someone who drives him to pain and chaos.
安妮 我太太 Anaïs, meet my wife June.
谢谢你照顾亨利 Thanks for taking care of Henry.
他描述得你不一样 你太差了 亨利 He didn't describe you right. You didn't, Henry.
你家的色彩 The colors you've used.
好像每个房间都有不同的气氛 安妮丝 It's as if you painted each room for a different mood, Anaïs.
我叫安妮 It's Anaïs.
亨利没一样说对的 Henry gets everything wrong...
安妮 Anaïs.
抱歉 Sorry.
-永远快乐光明 -你说对了 -Always merry and bright. -You said it.
-你打算取什么书名? -正在考虑几个可能 -So, what's the title of your book going to be? -I'm knocking around a couple:
"I Sing the Equator", and "Tropic of Cancer".
-我喜欢前者 -不, Tropic of Cancer 才好 -I like "Sing the Equator". -No. "Tropic of Cancer".
毫无疑问的 Without question.
安妮说的对 Anaïs, you are so absolutely right.
瞧吧 亨利, You see, Henry?
我早说过了 I told you so.
然后呢? So?
-你对她有什么看法? -琼吗? 不怎么样 -What do you think of her, Hugo? -June? Not much.
-你怕她? -只是不信任她 你呢? -You're afraid of her? -No. I just don't trust her. Do you?
信任她? Trust her?
才不呢 Of course not.
你不觉得她美吧? But, you do think she's beautiful, don't you?
不觉得 No.
这是实话 That's the truth.
你这个人很实在 You have no aberrations.
-也不残忍 -我不想残忍 -No cruelty. -I don't want to be cruel.
我痛恨怕女人太强的男人 I hate men who are afraid of a woman's strength.
我不怕你太强 我喜欢 I'm not afraid of your strength. I love it.
越强越好 The stronger, the better.
来吧 Come here.
你不会恨我吧? You don't hate me, do you?
再多说些实话 Tell me some more truth, Hugo.
或者谎言 Or some lies.
跟我说悄悄话 Whisper to me.
你会怎么骗琼? How would you lie to June?
如果你跟她做爱的话 If you were making love to her.
-跟她做爱? -是 -Making love to her? -Yes.
对 她的身体 To her body.
丰满的身体 Her voluptuous body.
她好变态 如此坦露 She's so perverse. So naked.
告诉她你爱她 Tell her that you love her.
-我爱你 -我爱你 -I love you. -I love you.
我爱你 I love you.
抱紧点 像男人一样占有她 Hold tighter. Possess her like a man.
-我想像男人一样跟她做爱 -不要... -I want to fuck her like a man. -No...
-干她 休果 -我有 -Fuck her, Hugo. -I am.
我在干她 小甜甜 I am fucking her, Pussywillow.
-我在干她 小甜甜 -对 -I am fucking her, Pussywillow. -Yes...
I...
你还好吧? 休果 Pretty good, Hugo.
相当好 Pretty good.
我在布鲁克林时 常参加单车比赛 Yeah, I used to pace the six-day bike races in Brooklyn.
-你技术很不错 -快点呀 -You're pretty good to keep up. -Let's go.
我天生就会 一向都喜欢运动 Guess it's just natural with me. I've always loved sports.
快呀 Hey... hey... come on.
好有趣哟 That was fun.
Not bad.
这叫平手? You call this a tie?
平手了吧 It's a tie.
平手了 Okay. It's a tie.
你像女老师 我像女学生 You're like the schoolteacher. I'm like the young girl.
永远快乐光明 安妮 Always merry and bright, Anaïs.
你叫什么? What's your name?
我是柏加爵士 I'm Count Bruga.
你是哪里人? Where do you come from, Count Bruga?
柏加爵士一直活在舞台上 所以才被宠坏的 Count Bruga's been on the stage. That's why he's so spoiled.
-我没有被宠坏 -是珍做的 -Count Bruga is not spoiled! -Jean made Count Bruga.
她是个艺术家 手工细致 She's an artist. Her hands are incredible.
她美得像男人 不是个普通的女人 Her beauty's more like a man's. She's no ordinary woman.
普通的女人没法做 柏加爵士 No ordinary woman could make Count Bruga!
-安静点 我们在讲话呀 -你闭嘴 -Quiet, Bruga. We're talking. -Shut up, yourself.
你也闭嘴 You shut up, too!
-你在哪学的? -我父母是演艺圈的 -Where did you learn how to do this? -My parents were show people.
父亲是魔术师 我妈是织毯专家 My father was a magician in the circus. My mother was a trapezist.
我是在路上出生的 I was born on the road.
亨利怎么告诉你的 What has Henry told you?
没有 真的 Nothing. Really.
他提过老爸吗? He mentioned Pop?
没有 老爸是谁? No. Who's Pop?
老爸是艺术的守护神 Pop is a patron saint of the arts I know.
亨利吃醋因为他有钱 Henry's jealous of him because Pop's rich.
亨利最会鸡蛋里挑骨头了 你知道男人什么德性了 Henry sees a lecher under every rock. You know how men get.
你爱女人吗? Do you love women?
什么意思? What do you mean?
-珍呢? -亨利跟你提过我和珍的事 -What about Jean? -Did Henry tell you about Jean and I?
不是 是你跟我说的 No. You've been telling me about her.
他有本事把任何事都丑化 Sometimes he has a way of making everything ugly.
-他没跟你上过床吧? -什么? -He's not sleeping with you, is he? -What?
看样子没有 Nah, I guess not.
-付钱了吧? -我来给吧 -Did we pay? -Let me get it.
-好的 我还得订票 -订票 到那去? -Good, 'cause I got to book my passage. -Passage? To where?
回纽约呀 Home to New York.
走吧 柏加 我还要过生活呢 Come on, Bruga. I got my own life to lead.
好多事没完成 朋友了、表演了 So many things up in the air: my friends, my acting.
还有场试镜也不能错过 There's an audition I don't want to miss.
你只有这些钱? Excuse me. This is all the money you have?
-是的 -抱歉 我无能为力 -Well, yes. -Sorry. I can't do anything for you.
你要我游泳回去吗? What do you want me to do, swim?
当然不是 Of course not.
会有办法的 We'll find a solution.
出了点事 我也不知道 Something's happened. I don't know.
不是票价涨了 就是汇率降了 The price has gone up, or the exchange rate's gone down.
我想买便宜的 可是连三等舱都不够 I tried to get a reduction, but I don't have enough even for third class.
-这些给你 -我不能的 -Here. -No, no. I couldn't.
好了 拿去吧 Please. Take this.
你真好 谢了 It's swell of you. Thanks.
船的事... About that boat...
你找到方法了? So, did you find a solution?
希望如此 I hope so.
-我很想搭头等舱 -可以办的 -I'd really like to travel first class. -It's possible.
咱们可以一起喝一杯 Maybe you know a place where we could meet for a drink.
那就6点好了 Let's say 6:00?
-7点好一点 -7点好了 -7:00 is better. -7:00.
-Thanks. -See you then.
找到了 Here I am.
这个叫蒙娜的角色 是我吗? This character, Mona. Is she supposed to be me?
什么事? Why?
没事 Nothing.
亨利写得真好 Henry, it's so good.
我一直希望你当 I always wanted you to be...
杜斯妥也夫斯基 Dostoevsky.
-有那么好吗? -好? -Is that good? -Good?
我奋斗 吃苦这么久 I struggled, suffered...
只为了这个? for this?
这不是我 This isn't me.
差太远了 This is not me.
当然是你了 是我心目中的你 Of course it's you. It's the you inside me.
我被扭曲了 It's a distortion.
亨利 看着我 Henry, look at me.
看呀 Look!
你看不清任何人的本质 You can't see me or anyone as they are.
我要... I wanted...
杜斯妥也夫斯基 Dostojevskij.
谁能当上你的他呀 这是不可能的事 你想怎么样? Who could be Dostoevsky with you? You make that impossible! What do you want?
-我想怎么样? -对 -What I want? -Yes!
我告诉你这么多 After I brought the world to you.
我一生的故事之后 After I told you all of my stories!
我要你为我著书立说 Sing my praises!
-让我成为人人羡慕的人物 -我不是人像画家 -Make me an admirable character. -I'm not a portrait painter.
我同意你 看看你怎么对安妮的 I'll say you're not. Look what you've done to Anaïs.
你使一切变丑 You make everything ugly.
美对你而言是个笑话 Beauty is a joke to you.
你太消极 你是个潦倒的作家 You're so negative. You're a failure as a writer.
不是男人 你是小孩 你利用女人 You're not a man. You're a child! You use women!
你利用我 混蛋 You used me, you fucker!
你王八蛋 You fucker!
June!
打发她 我会让你痴狂 Get rid of her. I'll drive you wild.
我爱你 I love you.
我想喝醉 I want to be drunk.
也要你醉 And make you drunk.
因为我有点怕你 'Cause I'm intimidated by you.
我可以说任何事 你都会原谅我 And I need to feel free to say anything and know that you'll forgive me.
我要告诉你些事 免得你跌倒 I want to tell you things so you won't stumble through life.
我干过无数疯狂、 I've done the vilest things...
下流的事 foulest things.
不过我的做法高段 But I've done them superbly.
现在却感觉清纯 I feel innocent now.
-你相信我吗? -你本来就很清纯 -Do you believe that, Anaïs? -You are innocent.
我也想像你一样清纯 I want to be innocent like you.
经历你所有的经验 I want to experience everything you've experienced.
安妮 Anaïs...
替我照顾亨利 take care of Henry for me.
-我明早就走了 -什么? -I'll be leaving in the morning. -What?
早上? The morning?
-你几时回来? -可能很快 可能一去不回 -But when will you come back? -Maybe soon. Maybe never.
我有好多事想跟你 一起做的 There's so much I wish I could have done with you.
也希望跟你一起吃鸦片 I wish I could have taken opium with you
手腕伸出来 Give me your wrist.
不要 你的饰物够少了 No. You have so few things.
我想再多给你一些 I wanted to give you more.
我想抱着你 I wanted to hold you.
她疯了 She's crazy.
-你不明白吗? -不明白 -Don't you see? -No, I don't see.
-也不在乎 -她在利用你 -I don't care. -She's just using you.
不 No.
你根本不明白 You just don't understand.
你是嫉妒 You're jealous of her.
我不是 No, I'm not.
再说, Besides...
你再也见不到她了 you'll never see her again.
这是哪来的? Where did you get this?
我看看 Show me.
你有什么地方我没爱过的 Does she think she can love anything in you I haven't loved?
亨利 或许你有才华和激情 Henry, you may have genius and passion...
不过你少了一样东西 but something is definitely missing.
是什么? Oh, yeah? What?
热情? Compassion.
-对谁的热情? -琼就是一例 -Compassion for whom? -June, for instance.
不如把热情留给月亮吧 Might as well have compassion for the moon.
我打算写一本有关琼的书 I'm going to write a book about June.
我正在写呀 I'm writing about her.
我比谁都了解她 I know more than anybody will ever know about her.
我指的是一样完全不同的事 以女人的身份 But I'm talking about something totally different. As a woman.
发自内心的 From the inside out.
我可以进入琼内心的诗境 I can get into the poetry of June.
她是我老婆 She's my fucking wife.
你不了解自己的老婆 You don't understand your own fucking wife.
我吻过她 I kissed her.
你想怎么写就写吧 Write about whatever you want to write about, for Christ's sake.
我祝福你 And more power to you.
-我要去工作了 -你尽可能多待一会 -Got to get back to work. -Stay a while longer if you can, Henry.
她最近压力很大 刚刚才复元 She's been under stress. She's just getting back on her feet.
他们弄了些海地鼓 还邀我加入 They've got some Haitian drums up there. That fellow said I might sit in.
看你跳舞更能了解你的本性 I saw your true nature when you were dancing out there.
你不了解我 You don't understand.
也许我只是个庄稼汉 只有妓女能了解我 Maybe I'm just a peasant and only whores can understand me.
你想跳舞吗? You want to dance?
Dance.
双腿张开 开大点 Open your legs. Wider.
我爱你 I love you.
-I need you. I love you -I love you. I love you. Henry...
I love you... Hugo.
你干什么? 我快发狂了 What are you doing? You're driving me wild.
也许我是周旋在... Perhaps I am a demon...
他俩之间的魔鬼 to be able to pass from Henry's arms into Hugo's.
我这么写的时候 休果就躺在我身边 Hugo lies next to me as I write this.
我爱休果 I love Hugo...
我感到清纯 and I feel innocent.
我说过自己小时候在 Did I ever tell you, Anaïs, about when I was a little boy...
波多黎各的事吗? growing up in Puerto Rico?
我爹常带我看嘉年华会 My father used to take me to the carnival.
到处是鼓声和吓人的面具 There were wild drums beating and frightening masks.
有一些令人害怕的事 我不明白 There was something going on that was terrifying, and I didn't understand.
我对家父说我不怕 And I said to my father,"I'm not afraid...
你的手给我 but give me your hand."
我得走了 I have to go.
你好 理查先生 Hello, Mr. Richards!
你好 休果 Hello, Hugo.
格蓝周五会参加我们 Mr. Grant can't join us till Friday at Deauville.
安妮 我鼓足了勇气 才写信给你 Anaïs, I don't know how much I dare write you.
我想打电话又怕休果接到 I'd call you, only I'm afraid Hugo would answer.
但愿这封信别落在他手上 God forgive if this letter is ever opened by mistake.
我没办法 I can't help it.
我要你 我爱你 I want you. I love you.
我心中一直忘不了你 I've been living with you constantly...
我怕告诉你 but I've been afraid to tell you.
担心会吓着你 I thought it would terrify you.
今天我看了 “圣女贞德的激情” But today as I watched Dreyer's "Passion of Joan of Arc"...
看见疯修士时就想起你 I saw the mad monk played by Antonin Artaud.
你就像贞德一样 I thought of you, like Joan...
年轻、纯洁、单一、疯狂 in all your youth and purity and single-minded madness.
在另一个爱上她的角色 And I saw myself in Artaud a hungering monk in love with you...
身上也看见了自己 and in love with my madness and your madness.
他眼中的情魔和你眼中 一模一样 And the demon in Artaud's eyes was like the demon in your eyes.
我们真配呀 We fit so well together.
可是休果就比较麻烦 With Hugo, it's so difficult sometimes.
我得擦凡士林 We have to use Vaseline.
他的好大 His penis is so big.
可是你的尺寸较合 But you and I fit so well.
亨利 我要进入你的思想 Henry, I want to know what you know.
我要和你合而为一 I want my life to match your life.
瞧瞧吧 不得了吧? Look at that, will you? Isn't that something?
Yeah...
Yeah.
我看了你的劳伦斯评论 Just read your goddamn book on D.H. Lawrence.
很棒的一本书 And, my, it's one hell of a book, Miss Nin.
更显得我对劳伦斯 一无所知了 Shows me I didn't know shit about Lawrence when I spoke.
我凭什么高谈阔论他的事 Who am I to go shooting off at the mouth about him?
他比我想像中伟大多了 He was much greater, finer than I ever thought.
且不管他是不是成功的男人 Never mind how he failed or triumphed as a man.
他的艺术家地位是否成功 As an artist, did he succeed?
我认为成就非凡 I say... magnificently.
他企图解放文学 这是我们的任务 He tried to liberate literature. And that's our task.
解放、自由 Liberation. Freedom.
敬劳伦斯 敬我们的缺点 Let's toast to Lawrence. Let's toast to our defects.
敬 Toast...
我们的友情 to our friendship.
-喝凉的 尿热的 -敬亨利 -Drink cold, piss warm. -To Henry.
敬亨利 To Henry.
去他的德佬 Fuck the Huns.
知道我是谁吗? You know who I really am?
我来自海的那一头 我是巴尼克比尔水手 It's only me from over the sea I'm Barnacle Bill, the sailor
我像一棵耶诞树 巴尼克比尔水手 I'm all lit up like a Christmas tree, I'm Barnacle Bill, the sailor
终生航海游四方 又抽烟又喝酒 I'll sail the seas until I croak, I'll fight, swear, drink and smoke
可惜我是只旱鸭子 巴尼克比尔水手 But I can't swim bloody stroke I'm Barnacle Bill, the sailor
会打会干 只可惜是只旱鸭子 I'll put my mast in whom I please I'm Barnacle Bill, the sailor
会抽烟会喝酒 可惜我是只旱鸭子 I'll drink, fight, fuck and smoke, but I can't swim a bloody stroke
巴尼克比尔水手 巴尼克比尔水手 I'm Barnacle Bill, the sailor Barnacle Bill, the sailor
变态 Perverts!
你才变态 Perverts yourselves!
-干你的 -杰克 -Fuck you. -Jack.
-什么? -说 "干你的 杰克" -What? -Say, "Fuck you, Jack!"
干你的 杰克 Fuck you, Jack!
Come on.
Hurry.
Twelve meters.
Here, pull it.
Hey, Brassai!
Yeah, scram.
人人都说性很猥亵 其实真正猥亵的是战争 Everybody says sex is obscene, but the only true obscenity is war.
我只相信 I believe...
懂得跳舞的上帝 only in a God who understood how to dance.
是不是很了不起? Isn't that something?
这是尼朱的名言 Nietzsche says that at the same time...
而德佬却扭曲了他的话 the Huns in Germany are gearing up, perverting what he says.
我们有这种理解的天份 We're given this gift, don't you know? The ability to understand.
可是没人想理解什么 Yet no one wants to understand.
我们有看读的能力 We're given the ability to read.
看看尼朱、汤玛斯曼 I mean, read Nietzsche, read Thomas Mann...
史宾格勒、乔伊斯、伦波 read Spengler, Joyce, Rimbaud.
爱丽丝梦干仙境 Hell, read fucking"Alice In Wonderland".
什么东西都故障了 Everything's out of whack.
每个人都只为钱担心 而不接纳自我 People just worry about money now, and deny their inner self.
钱又算他妈的什么? What the hell's money anyway?
葡萄牙有句俗话说 There's an old Portuguese saying:
如果大便有价值 穷人就没屁眼 "If shit had value, the poor wouldn't have asses."
钱 钱, 钱 Money, money, money.
他们走进夜晚的人群中 They walk through the night crowd protected by money...
在钱中打滚、沉醉、变笨 lulled by money, dulled by money.
一心只想着钱钱钱 No least single object anywhere that is not money, money, everywhere...
到处谈钱 还是不够 and still not enough.
没钱、有点钱、钱不够用 好多钱 And then no money or little money or less money...
就是钱 也只有钱 or more money. But money, always money.
你有钱 他没钱 钱决定一切 If you have money or you don't, it's the money that counts, and money makes money.
钱生钱 钱又是什么东西 But what makes money make money?
去他妈的 I say, what the hell?
像小丑一样离开世界 对吧? 小丑 We got to die to the world like the clowns. Right, clowns?
对 Right.
我没见过巴黎的日出 I've never seen the sunrise in Paris.
也没整晚不睡觉 I've never been up all night.
我也没这么认真地交往 一个女人 I've never been with a woman I could be so sincere with.
我心中充满写作之源 I feel so free to write now.
我帮你 I'll help you.
我也帮你 And I'll help you.
我感觉好清纯 I feel so pure...
好有力 so strong...
好新颖 亨利 so new, Henry.
你和我 不像一般的男女 You and I together, not any man or woman together.
Anaïs...
我要汲取你身上的一切 I'm going to demand everything of you.
包括不可能的 Even the impossible...
因为你鼓励了我 because you encourage it.
我该跪下来崇拜你 Maybe I should get down on my knees and worship you.
剥掉你的衣服 I'm going to undress you...
对你粗鲁一点 vulgarize you a bit.
-掀起你的裙摆 -亨利 别在这 -Lift up your dress. -No, Henry, not here.
别乱看 Don't look around.
你像贵族 You little aristocrat.
别在乎 Don't care.
我喜欢和你做爱 教导你 I want to fuck you, and teach you things.
羞辱你 Humiliate you a little.
双腿夹着我 Wrap your leg around me.
我要你跟我一起来 I'm going to make you come with me.
很出色 Remarkable.
我没看过这么美的东西 This is one of the most beautiful things I've ever read.
日记没给任何人看过 I've never shown this diary to anyone before.
除了你 No one will ever know these things...
没人知道 but you.
你就要成为梦想的作家了 You're becoming all the things you wished to be as a little girl.
-我养了只小蟋蟀 -什么? -I had a cricket. -What?
装在笼子里的小蟋蟀 A little pet cricket in a cage.
我喜欢你的口音 I love your accent.
走到哪都带着 And I carried it everywhere with me.
到美国时 被移民局没收了 But when we arrived in America they took it away at the Immigration.
只让我留下这本日记 The only thing they let me keep in America was my diary.
和我的口音 And my accent.
你11岁时我就爱你了 I love you at 11.
我爱现在的你 I love you now.
一百岁也照爱 I will love you at 100.
来吧, Here.
看看 Take a look.
What have we got here?
相当好 This is good.
-有力 -你的也是 -Powerful. -Yours, too.
你说实话的口气 You tell the truth with such...
这么委胞 delicacy.
-希望你不介意 -介意? -I hope you don't mind. -Mind?
怎么会? 我喜欢听积极的建议 Why should I mind? I welcome constructive criticism.
好 Good.
只要是建设性的 If it's constructive.
-你干什么? -只有几个小地方 -What are you doing? -Just a few things.
太累赘 See, here it's all shrieks and...
太抽象了 abstracts.
不能无病呻吟 你得花时间再发挥 It's too melodramatic. You got to take time to expand.
你喜欢这么做? You're enjoying this.
-什么? -删改我的名字 -What? -Cutting me up.
我不要照你的方式写 I don't want to write the way you write.
我不要你学我呀 I don't want you to write the way I write.
写自己的东西 我只是提供建议而已 You've got to write in your own voice. I'm just making a few suggestions.
这么写比较精简 你瞧 It's tight in places. Here.
-念出来听听看 -我才不让你称心如意呢 -Read it out loud and see how it sounds. -I'm not going to give you that pleasure.
称心? 你等等 Pleasure? Hold on a minute here.
你不能接受? 要有接受批评的雅量 Can't you take it? You got to take a few taps on the chin.
批评? 你这是践人自误呀 "A few taps on the chin"? Amuse yourself with someone else.
-找个拳击手呀 -答对了 找拳手 -A prizefighter, for instance. -You're right. Exactly. A prizefighter.
偶尔被打倒的人 才学得到技巧 You got to get knocked down occasionally to acquire the necessary ring tactics...
战略和战斗的艺术 the strategy, the art of fighting.
不能关在房里打太极拳 You can't just shadowbox in your room.
上了场支撑不到两分钟的 You won't last two minutes when you step into the ring.
我对跟你比拳兴趣缺缺 I am not interested in stepping into a ring with you.
世界上早充满了打斗 真正需要的是彼此的支持 The world will give us plenty of beatings. What we need is each other's support.
我可以以外行的身份批评你吗? Should I criticize you like an outsider?
我可以说你是卡通作家 Should I say you write caricatures?
只以男人的观点写作 That you write only from a man's point of view...
而不了解女人 and you can't understand women?
你的作品中往往呈现 残暴的讯息 Should I say that sometimes there's a touch of the brute in your writing?
你太偏向写实了 That you're too much of a realist?
怎么了? 没有雅量? What's the matter? Can't you take it?
-像个拳手? -住手吧 -Like a prizefighter? -Hey, knock it off.
-你想打吗? -不要 -You want to fight, huh? -No!
不要 Don't.
别动 这样子好看 Leave it. It looks nice that way.
好野 Wild.
好自然 Loose.
你一直不喜欢我原先的样子 You never like the way I look.
我喜欢 我爱你头发 I do. I do love your hair.
只是觉得不该这么板整 I just think it shouldn't be so severe.
-这么紧 -和我的作品一样? -So tight. -Like my writing?
不像你的作品 我喜欢 我对你有信心 No, not like your writing. I love your writing. I believe in you.
昨晚我还想到我该娶你的 Last night I thought that you were the woman I should've been married to.
你跟我老是冷潮热风 You're always ironizing with me.
没这个说法 该说冷嘲热讽 "Ironizing"? There's no such word. It's "to be ironic."
-我查字典 -嗨, 嗨! -Look it up. -Hey, hey!
他剽窃我的点子 用在自己的作品中 Then he steals my ideas and puts them in his novels.
-亨利不是这种人 -我确定 -Henry wouldn't do that, Richard. -I'm sure of it.
他有时会翻我的手提箱 Somehow he got into my briefcase and swiped my ideas.
用我的句子 Those phrases are mine.
表达法 全是我的 That way of expression, that rhapsodizing, it's mine.
尼采还是我介绍他看的 Nietzsche? I introduced him to Nietzsche.
还有和休果 I introduced him to Hugo and you.
-他不是把你从休果手中抢走 -别说了... -He stole you from Hugo. -Don't, Richard...
他抢了我的你 And he stole you from me.
这是真的 That's true.
我一直想当你的情人 It was my idea to become your lover.
他背叛我和我最好的朋友 你老公 He betrayed me by stealing you from me and from my best friend, your husband.
那个人早烂透了 This man is treacherous to the core.
这个山顶洞人 简直想要我的命 This Neanderthal from Brooklyn is trying to murder me.
他所有的友谊都是假装的，他最亲密的朋友不过是... For all his pretended friendship, his most intimate friends are nothing but fodder...
为了实现他所谓的神圣使命 for the unrolling of his own sanctified destiny...
为了他的创作冲动 his own creative urges.
我不打扰你们了 I leave the two of you to your destiny.
还有一件事 And one more thing:
不准在我家打炮 我绝不容忍 No more sex in my apartment. I won't stand for it.
我绝不容忍 I won't stand for it.
我爱他 他了解我 I love that guy. He understands me.
即便他... Even though he is...
现在不要 待会吧... Later.
即便他冷朝热风 Even though he is "ironizing."
我现在只剩下3个欲望了 I have only three desires now:
吃饭 To eat.
睡觉 To sleep.
睡觉和... And...
和什么? And?
-外面的土蛋 -是艺术系学生 -Jerks out there. -It's just the Art Students' Ball.
也许是你不想做 Maybe you just don't want to tonight.
没关系 It's fine.
我会了解的 Fine, I understand.
这很自然 It's natural.
我从书上看过这种事情的描述 I've read about such moments.
这种事女人也会发生 只是她们会掩饰 It happens to women, too, only women can conceal it.
对不起 Sorry.
用不着的 Don't be.
你觉得不这么做 我就会失望 You feel that you have to fuck me or I'll be disappointed.
-其实你不必非干我不可 -别用那个字眼 -But you don't always have to fuck me. -Don't say that word.
什么字? What word?
“干”吗? "Fuck"?
我现在听了会烦 It just bothers me now.
可能是因为你的口音 Maybe it's the accent.
也许是因为你不能... “干” Maybe it's just because you can't fuck.
最好从此别去想... It's important not to imagine terrible things...
自己“无能”这件事 like being impotent from now on.
没什么的 笑笑就过去了 It's nothing. We should just laugh about it.
我爱你 小甜甜 I love you, Pussywillow.
我也爱你 休果 I love you, too, Hugo.
我对亨利付以如此的深情 I gave myself with such feelings against Henry...
我体验了强烈的肉体之乐 that I experienced a great physical pleasure.
我第一次背叛亨利 My first infidelity to Henry...
是跟我丈夫做爱时 was with my own husband.
我变了 I've changed.
我感到坐立不安 精力充沛 想冒险 I feel restless, spirited, adventurous.
说句实话 我希望秘密地 与别人幽会 To be absolutely truthful, I hope secretly to meet someone else.
心中充满色欲的想像 I have erotic imaginings.
我要享乐 I want pleasure.
每出来一次 我就更爱你一次 Every time I go out with you I love you more than ever.
-你今晚好野 -我今晚能做任何事 -You seemed so wild tonight. -Tonight I could do anything.
我也可以 I could, too.
我们要想一些可以刺激 我们的事 We need to think of something that would stimulate us both.
你说什么都行 小甜甜 Anything you say, kiddo.
-亨利跟我谈过这地方 -一定有奚巧 -Henry told me about this place. -This ought to be something.
你在这等着 Wait here.
-我和你一起 -只看就好 -I'm with you. -We'll just look.
要不要看表演? 表演什么? What's an exhibition?
你们得挑两个 Then you must choose two.
表演就是 我们看一男一女做爱 An exhibition is us watching a man and a woman doing it?
没有男人 只有女人 No man. Only women.
一个女人扮男人 One pretends to be the man.
-这么做比较好 -当然了 -It's better that way, n'est-ce pas? -Of course.
你绝不会失望的 你可以看见一切 You will not be disappointed. You will see everything.
现在开始挑吧 And now you must choose.
她 Her.
和... And...
做爱的方式有66种 There are 66 ways in which to make love.
真的? Really?
她们要表演计程车中做爱 一个人睡觉时做爱 They will show you love in a taxi, love when one of the partners is sleepy...
还有街头做爱 等等... love in the street, etc., etc.
还想看什么吗? You like something else?
想 别假装自己是男人 Yes. Stop pretending to be a man.
想不想加入我们? Would you like to join us?
想就别客气 你是花钱的客人呀 As you wish. You're the boss.
-安妮... -我爱你的绿眼睛 艾奎多 -Anaïs. What.. -I love your green eyes, Eduardo.
安妮 Anaïs...
我有东西给你看 I want to show you things.
教你几招 I want to teach you things.
我要你放轻松 I want you to relax.
安妮 Anaïs...
放松自己 艾奎多 Relax, Eduardo.
我做过梦 I had a dream.
是场噩梦 A nightmare.
珍回来了 June had suddenly returned.
我们关在房间 We shut ourselves in a room.
我要求脱掉衣服 I began to undress.
我要求她也脱衣服 I begged her to undress.
我要求看她的胯间 I asked to let me see between her legs.
她压在我身上 As she lay over me...
我感到一支坚挺的阳物 I felt a penis touching me.
你不高兴吗? Aren't you glad?
我正步入危机时期 艾奎多 I'm passing through a crisis, Eduardo.
你要小心 安妮 Be careful, Anaïs.
反常的享乐会伤害 正常的情欲 Abnormal pleasures kill the taste for normal ones.
我恨你 亨利 I hate you, Henry.
我现在发觉我爱你甚于 任何人 Because I now realize I love you as I have never loved anyone.
我想念你的声音、双手 和身体 I miss your voice, your hands, your body, your tenderness...
你的温柔、秃发和善良 your bearishness, and your goodness.
我更思念你的友情 Most of all, I miss our friendship.
作者:无名氏
写完了 Finished.
小甜甜 Pussywillow!
我回来了 I'm home!
小甜甜 Pussywillow.
亨利睡熟了 他两天没合眼了 Henry, he's exhausted. He hasn't slept for two days.
小说刚刚写完 He's just finished his novel.
亨利 Henry!
亨利 Henry.
写得太棒了 This is wonderful.
好极了 过来一起睡 Stupendous. Come and join us.
对 过来跟我们睡 Yes. Come and lie down with us, Henry.
希望你不介意 I hope you don't mind. Anaïs was just reading this...
本来是安妮在看 我受不了偷看了一眼 and I'm a pretty nosy guy, so I took a peek.
-我爱极了 -我想写点评论 -I just love it. -I've been trying to write something about...
说明这本书对现代社会 的必要性 about how necessary this book is for our times.
你给社会一针强心剂 You give us a blood transfusion.
-太美了 -谢谢 -Beautiful. -Thanks.
等琼看了 Wait till June reads this.
一定高兴死了 She'll be so thrilled that you've finished your book.
我每次听见她的名字 每看一页就心痛 Each mention of her name, each page I read, is painful.
这是告别之作 Well, this was the swan song.
用来探索她 才能解放自己 It's a way to understand her so I could free myself from her.
如今完成了 It's finished now.
还没有 Not yet.
-还得出版才行 -出版? -Now we've got to get it published. -Published?
谁会出版 我知道他们会怎么说了 Who will publish it? I know what they'll say.
我写的东西 连法律都会禁止 There's even laws against what I've written.
不过我现在很舒服了 But I feel good now.
可以庆祝自己的失败了 I'm ready to celebrate my failure.
我不会让你失败的 I won't let you be a failure.
我会让全世界的人听见的 I'll make the world listen to you, I promise.
我打算通知教宗、国王 I'm ready now to call on the Pope, on all the kings...
和全世界的出版商支持你 all the editors and publishers in the world, to get them to support you.
是安妮 It's Anaïs.
Anaïs. Anaïs
-艾奎多 -你好 亨利 -Eduardo. -Hello, Henry.
-休果呢? -出差去了 -Where's Hugo? -Gone on business.
欧斯邦也去了 他发疯了 Osborn's gone, too. Gone crazy. Really.
整个人疯了 我们在庆祝 Totally. We're celebrating Osborn's madness.
他发疯 机会难得呀 不是天天有的 It's a rare occasion, don't you know? Doesn't happen every day.
希望他是真的疯了 I hope he's really insane and not just faking it.
-被人带走了 -他是个怪物 -They came and took him away. -He was a monster.
那是他最好的一面 And that was his best side.
这个地方专属我们的了 We've got the whole place to ourselves.
没见过这种事吧? You ever see what a good contortionist can do?
我给你倒杯酒来 Come on. I'll get you something to drink.
琼! June.
抱歉没和你连络 Sorry I couldn't keep in touch.
我天天想你 I thought of you every day.
不过你在书中了解我了 我很可怕 But you know me with writing. I have a terrible time.
我没有你和亨利的才华 I don't have the gift like you and Henry.
发现你的书放在那 I found your book lying around here.
不介意吧? I hope you don't mind.
我偷看了一眼 I took a peek.
“乱伦之家” "House of Incest"?
相当好 It's nice.
莎比娜指的是我? This character Sabina's supposed to be me?
一个沉默美艳的女人 "The muffled, close, half-talk of soft-fleshed women.
我们深情地注视对方的眼睛 " Deep into each other, we turned our harlot eyes.
好像是诗呀 Seems like...
感觉很... poetry, sort of.
不知道 谢谢你写我 It's so, I don't know, damn sweet of you to try to write something about me.
我期望的是更... 的 I really expected something more...
更真实 I don't know, more real.
-更真实? -是的 -More real? -Yeah.
对 更多生命的事 More about, you know, life.
别生气呀 Hey... Don't get upset.
有一部分很美的 Some of it's really beautiful.
我保证会再看的 I promise I'll read it again.
我最近一直很不顺 Things have been so damn tough for me.
演戏的事没成功 我朋友珍又走了 The acting didn't pan out, and then Jean, my friend, left.
安妮 亨利怎么样了? Anaïs, what's happened to Henry?
他整个人变了 He's so changed.
我不知道呀 June, I don't know.
我不知道说什么呀 我一直很忙 I don't know what to say. I've been busy.
偶而见他一次 有时一起研究写作 I've seen him occasionally. We work on our writing together sometimes.
不过 But...
我不知道 I don't know.
我... I've...
交上了一个人 I've been seeing someone.
-你有情人了? -是的 -You mean you have a lover? -Yes.
-和你一起来的人 -是的 艾奎多 -That man you came with? -Yes. Eduardo.
安妮, Anaïs...
我替你高兴 I'm so happy for you.
我回来不知道是为了谁 I don't know who I came back for.
别让她破坏了我们? 安妮 我需要你的信心 Don't let her come between us, Anaïs. Please. I need your faith.
也可能代表好运 That could be good luck, too.
有可能 Could be.
杰克 你来了 Jack, you've come.
最近怎么样? How are you?
琼 过来见见杰克 他要出版我的书 June, I'd like you to meet Jack, the man who wants to publish my book.
-我太太琼 -你好 杰克 -My wife, June. -Hiya, Jack.
幸会 米勒太太 Nice to meet you, Mrs. Miller.
从亨利的书上已经很了解你了 I feel I know you intimately from reading Henry's book.
是吗? 你认为如何? Oh, yeah? What do you think?
我认为市场很看好 我们打算促销 I think it's strong meat. That's how we'll market it.
-我们占多大利? -占利? -What's our cut? -Cut?
-一共是5% -只有5%? -Well, it'll be five percent. -A crummy five percent?
亨利用了好多年的时间 You mean, Henry spends years writing the book...
写这本书 命都不要了 lives like a bum, busts his nuts...
-你别管事 -而我也省吃俭用的 -Stay out of this, June. -And I scrape by and do without...
我全心全意地让他去做杜斯妥也夫斯基 and pour my heart and soul into making him some kind of Dostoevsky...
-却只拿到5% -我说的5%绝不少 -and all we get is five percent? -With me, the percentage will mean something.
-不少是什么意思? -我相信是一大笔款子 -What does "mean something" mean? -I believe it's a fair deal.
Well, I'll be.
-那当然了 如果你不想出版的话... -不是的 不是... -'Course, if you don't want to publish it... -No. No, no.
亨利他不懂生意 Henry just doesn't get business.
我们来谈谈吧 Let us talk.
那就请吧 By all means.
在谈任何事之前 But as I've said, before we can do anything...
先得有出版的钱才行 it's absolutely necessary to have the money to print it.
-我想... -杰克 我说过我会弄钱的 -I think... -Jack, I've told you, I'll get the money.
Jack...
我对你这一行的经营法不了解 I guess I was naive about how things work in your business.
希望没惹你生气 杰克 I hope I didn't upset you, Jack.
不知道是否可以先预付一点? I was wondering if some sort of advance might be possible.
-不 -或者百分比稍加一点 -No. -Maybe there's room to improve on the percentage.
别在这里谈了 这地方不合适 Let's not discuss it now. Here is not the place.
找个地方吃午饭? Maybe you know a place where we could have lunch?
-我知道一个相当棒的地方 -真的? -I do. I certainly do. A marvelous place. -Do you?
一言为定了 Well, it's done, then.
认识你太好了 真的 It's been so good to meet you, Jack. Really.
-好极了 -认识你也是 -It's been wonderful having you. -You, too.
晚安 Good night.
Night.
-Yes... -See you.
Good-bye.
他想唬谁呀? Who was he trying to kid?
区区5%? Crummy five percent.
他还没见识过我的厉害呢 He hasn't dealt with this Brooklyn girl yet.
-亨利 我们去圆顶咖啡坐坐 -你们先去 我待会去 -The Dome for nightcaps, Henry? -Go ahead. We'll join you later.
-永远快乐光明 -对 你也一样 -Always merry and bright. -To you, too.
-再见 -我该走了 -Bye. -I should go now.
不要 安妮 别走 No. No, Anaïs, don't go.
你待会再跟上艾奎多 可以吧? 艾奎多 You can catch up with Eduardo later. All right, Eduardo?
知道吗? Say, you know...
我不知道 I don't know.
我觉得或许现在 不是替亨利出书的时候 I was thinking, maybe it's not time to publish Henry's book just now.
不出书? Not publish?
-你胡说什么? -我说的是那么点版税 -What the hell are you talking about, June? -What I'm talking about is a crappy deal...
还有你占安妮的便宜 and the fact that you're taking advantage of Anaïs...
还有休果 and Hugo, too.
他们不是开银行的 亨利 They're not made of gold, Henry.
我说的对吗? 安妮 Am I right, Anaïs?
对 可是... 不对 我们非出书不可 Yes, but... No. We really believe we have to publish it.
我来想办法 正当方法 I'll get it published. The right way.
用我过去的方法 Just like I always have.
我们的生活一向过得去的 We've always managed to survive, you and me, Henry.
再说... Besides...
书还得修改 it needs work.
-什么? -还没准备好 -What? -It's not ready.
比第一次稿子好多了 还可以改得更好 It's much better than when I first read it, but it could be even better.
书中太多愤怒了 亨利 There's too much anger in the book, Henry.
太多愤怒? Too much anger?
他妈的太多愤怒? Too much fucking anger?
连安妮都同意你扭曲了我 Even Anaïs agreed that you distorted me in your book.
她只好自己写 She had to write her own book.
-他的作法不对 是吧? -不对 琼 -Isn't that right, Anaïs? -No, June.
我是告诉琼书里隐含了 某些情绪... I did tell June that you failed to perceive certain things...
-安妮 别说了 -我为他吃了多少苦 -Anaïs, don't. -After all I've done for him, Anaïs.
我牺牲这么多年 他亏欠了我的 He owes me for all the years I sacrificed!
你的牺牲使你更伟大 我什么都不欠你 Your sacrifices just add to your greatness. I don't owe you a thing.
-你不什么? -琼 他的意思是... -You don't what? -No, June. What Henry really means...
别说了 你还不懂他在 干什么吗? Anaïs, for Christ's sakes, can't you see what she's doing?
-别对我鬼叫 -他把你当小孩 -Don't yell at me! -He treats you like a child.
-她是个女人呀 亨利 -我知道她是女人 -She's a woman, Henry. -I know she's a woman.
你当然知道了 I'll bet you do.
-你他妈的什么意思? -我要走了 -What the fuck do you mean by that? -I'm leaving.
你怎么这样对她? How can you treat her this way?
你醉了 You're drunk.
又怎么样? 你软脚 So what? You're weak.
你一软弱我就恨你 I hate it when you get weak.
-当个男人吧 -天呐 你这婊子! -Be a man! -God, you're a bitch!
暴力 Violence.
我痛恨暴力 I hate your violence.
男人呀 Men...
June!
安妮! Anaïs...
不要走 我爱你 Don't go. I love you.
你聪明又残忍 You're cruel and clever.
你们两个都一样 You're both cruel and clever.
我怕你们两个 I'm afraid of both of you.
我不适合你 亨利 I'm the wrong woman for you, Henry!
我不适合你 安妮 I'm the wrong woman for you, Anaïs.
别管我! 别碰我! Leave me alone. Don't touch me.
我病得好严重 I'm so terribly sick.
给我平静吧 Give me peace.
安妮 Anaïs...
我爱你 I love you.
你睡点觉吧 Get some sleep, Anaïs.
我不知为什么老想着 那家中国餐厅 I don't know why I keep on thinking of this little Chinese restaurant...
亨利和我下班后常去 Henry and I used to go to after I got off work.
他在凌晨两点在舞厅外面等我 He'd wait for me outside the dance hall at 2:00 in the morning.
然后顶着冷风, Then we'd rush through the freezing cold...
拥着对方 holding each other tight.
在打烊前赶到 We'd get there just before closing time...
在窗边坐着吃炒面 sit in the booth by the window eating chow mein...
望着雪花飘过 watching the snow swirl by.
我们之间有一股莫名的泪情 There was some kind of unbelievable thrill in the air between us.
现在还着情难忘 I feel kind of haunted by it now.
李金餐厅 Chin Lee's.
奇怪的是 It's funny.
就像一场梦似的 It seems like a dream.
-你的眼神使我害羞 -别害羞 -Your eyes make me shy. -Don't be shy.
你很可爱 You're so lovely...
你好娇小 so small.
我已经精疲力竭了 I burned myself out.
我崇拜你 June, I worship you.
我不要崇拜 要了解 I don't want worship. I want understanding.
我了解你 I understand you.
我们该一起离开的 We should go away somewhere together...
去一个很多雪的地方 where there's lots of snow.
你好娇小 How little you are...
好单薄哟 so thin.
几乎可以一拆两半了 I could break you in two.
我觉得好纯洁 June, I feel innocent now.
Let yourself go. Let go.
放轻松 Relax.
你有保留 You're still holding back.
让我看看你的身体 Let me see your body.
还不够美 It isn't beautiful enough.
美? Beautiful? June...
No.
我听见有声音 I heard a noise out there.
亨利在听 Henry was listening.
亨利只要一睡着 天塌了都吵不了他 No. Once Henry falls asleep, nothing can wake him up.
是吗? Oh, yeah?
抱歉 我喝醉了 神智不清 I'm sorry. I lost my head. I was drunk, I guess.
不用抱歉 Don't be sorry.
你的新爱人真的使你成长了 This new lover of yours has really made you bloom.
-好冷哟 -多谈谈他 -It's so chilly. -Tell me more about him.
你给他做窗帘吗? Did you make curtains for him?
给他书看吗? 也送他打字机吗? Did you give him books to read? Did you give him a typewriter?
不 No.
-你不明白的 -我不明白? 什么不明白的 -June, no. You don't understand. -I don't understand? What don't I understand?
我爱你 That I love you.
爱? Love?
你只是为了搜集经验 你是个作家 You just want experience. You're a writer.
你张三李四 什么人都能上床 You make love to whatever you need.
-你跟亨利一副德性 -不对 我和你一样 -You're just like Henry. -No. I'm just like you.
我看得出你玩什么把戏 你太狡猾 I can see exactly what you're doing. You're so slippery...
太狡猾了 so slippery.
你个婊子 You bitch.
骗子 奸徒 你买他的爱 Liar! Trickster! You bought his love.
闭嘴! June, shut up.
你俩剥夺了我 抢走我的一切 You both robbed me blind. You stole everything.
-我不在乎 我还有更多可以付出的 -闭嘴! -What do I care? I got plenty more to give. -Shut up.
给一个全新一流的作家 To someone new. Some truly great writer.
亨利说你收容我们 是因为你无聊 Henry said you just took us in because you were bored.
谎话! That's a lie.
谎话! A lie.
我梦到你了 I was just dreaming about you.
安妮 Anaïs...
怎么了? 怎么了? Hey, what's wrong? What's wrong?
她骗人! 骗人... She lies. She lies.
她怕些什么? 我不明白 What is she afraid of? I don't understand.
-我想给她一切 -我知道... -I tried to give her everything. -I know.
太美了 Very pretty.
我没料错 Just like I figured it.
我全知道了 Now I know everything.
我想在走之前 还一样东西 I just wanted to return something before I leave...
我借的书 some books I borrowed.
琼 你错了 June, you're wrong.
-我们只是朋友 我没碰过她 -把她打发走 你需要我 -We're just friends. I never touched her. -Get rid of her, Henry. You need me.
好吧 好... 你自己决定的 Okay. All right. You made your choice.
我只能再给你一样东西了 I've only got one more thing I can give you:
最后一章 你看明白 Your last chapter. Watch closely.
琼! June!
你来这干什么 这么冷 What are you doing out here? It's freezing.
耽心她做傻事 I thought she'd do something crazy. I never know.
我四处找她 I looked all over for her.
她走了 She's gone.
Anaïs.
这是我的 This is mine.
这也是我的 This is mine, too.
战争总算结束了 I feel like the war's over.
这是我的 This is mine.
那个别动它 Hey, what are you doing? Come on.
别动它! Leave that there.
留下陪我 我们得谈谈 Stay with me, Anaïs, for Christ's sake. We've got to talk.
不行 I can't.
-你去哪? -回家 -Where are you going? -Home.
什么? What?
Yeah...
Hugo...
我也爱他 你嫁了个好人 I love him, too. You married a great guy.
干你的 杰克 Fuck you, Jack.
这么做不行 That won't do it.
打发不了我 That won't get rid of me.
你是我朋友 You're my friend.
我会去找你 I'm going to come after you.
Hey, hey, hey...
你忍心在这时丢下我? 我需要你 How can you leave me at a time like this? I need you.
我需要你 I need you.
要不要搭便车? I thought you might need a lift.
一切还好吧? Is everything all right?
亨利 Hey, Henry.
安妮 Anaïs...
手伸出来 give me your hand.
那天清晨我哭了 That morning I wept.
我哭是因为我爱这一条让我离开亨利的街道 I wept because I loved the streets that took me away from Henry...
有一天也会让我回到他身边 and would lead me back to him.
我哭也为了成为一个女人的过程... I wept because the process by which I had become a woman...
如此痛苦 was painful.
我更为了从今起 我哭的机会会减少而哭 I wept because from now on I would weep less.
我哭因为我的痛苦消失了 I wept because I had lost my pain...
而痛苦的不存在 我居然如此不适应 and I was not yet accustomed to its absence.
安妮留下遗愿 她的故事只有在所有人都死后再公诸于世
休果成为制片 他的短片现存纽约现代博物馆中
在安妮支持下
TropIcof Cancer 于1934年出版
并在27个英语国家遭禁
安妮与亨利成为莫逆之交
终身鼓励对方写作 各有写了许多关于琼的著作
琼成了皇后区的一名社工